| first of all, i am happy that i finally got a new mac and up to date with society =D... anywho, it's funny how i thought the business program was competitive, but wow medical field is also that much more. but the funny thing is, there are a lot of competitive disrespectful people who i've ran into this pass 2 quarters. A lot of them i love, but there are so many mean people who try to crush your goals saying, "oh is that what you got on the test?" or my favorite, "what you get on the test?" 86 it's alright? you? "i got a 96 no biggy." look at her paper she got a 65...i don't get it... i don't get people and there pride you know? anyways but i also have to much pride as well. should break that down yeah? anyways, but it's funny how i've experience, and yet i'm only 21....still young! curious on how my life will turn out to be once i hit my adulthood with the career and all. hopefully i'm still the "laid back, not having a care in the world dude."
oh which reminds me, couple weeks ago i was with my cousin who's basically seen me grow since i was a baby, and he said that i live a life where i have walls, scared to fail, and i go by a book and want it to get it right the first time. i decided to live spontaneously. no plans, go with it. if i make mistakes, learn from it. it doesn't hurt to repeat or fail. as you probably heard this quote "life throws you a curveball".... gotta loosen mang! anyways i am running out of things to say...mmmmm i need to dress better.... oh and shop! i dress like a bum.. anyways, i kinda like reading my old posts, see how much iv'e grown and reminisce on the past and of course the times where i laugh and almost peed myself....the good old days....honestly, if i had to restart my life, i wouldn't... |
